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almost forgot to mention this, and it's rather important [08 Aug 2005|02:02pm]
[ mood | blank ]

there is a very good chance, that in a year or so, i will be moving somewhere out of this state.

i need a fucking change of scene.

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life in general. [08 Aug 2005|01:29am]
i'm finally feeling pretty upbeat about life in general. i applied at a local convenience store and am hoping to get the job (15 hours a day to catch up on my reading and meet crazy people who like cigarettes, liquor or low quality foods, YES PLEASE.) i keep fucking up on my drivers exam because i can't control my nerves, i get all nervous and make mistakes that i wouldn't make if i was driving with anybody other than a DMV employee who is actively judging me.

that's all for now.
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drinkin, drinkin, drinkin [08 Aug 2005|01:23am]
[ mood | oblongs! ]

i'd like to think i know a thing or two about alcohol, this test just verifies it.
this is also an effort to post more.

Congratulations! You're 130 proof, with specific scores in beer (80) , wine (100), and liquor (95).

Screw all that namby-pamby chick stuff, you're going straight for the
bottle and a shot glass! It'll take more than a few shots of Wild
Turkey or 99 Bananas before you start seeing pink elephants. You know
how to handle your alcohol, and yourself at parties.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 59% on proof
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You scored higher than 80% on beer index
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You scored higher than 93% on wine index
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You scored higher than 89% on liquor index
Link: The Alcohol Knowledge Test written by hoppersplit on Ok Cupid
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holy crap batman, a fat blob is coming our way... [07 Aug 2004|03:34am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

...and it's name is paul.

gencon is 2 weeks away. i have no idea what i want to play, it's a tossup between gimmicky dragon honor, gimmicky watermonk or gimmicky crane turbo.

or i could just play crab and send my self respect plummeting downwards in a chasm that is the anus of the world.

in other news:
i need a job like whoa.

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mix [06 May 2004|02:27pm]

1>> mineral - five, eight and ten
2>> dinosaur jr - water
3>> bob dylan - corrina, corrina
4>> phish - llama
5>> cobra kai - struck by something...
6>> poison the well - 12/23/93
7>> blackalicious - blazing arrow
8>> jefferson airplane - don't slip away
9>> first aid kit - driver ] passenger
10>> discharge - drunk with power
11>> botch - frequency (live)
12>> nick drake - road
13>> mos def & talib kweli - childrens story
14>> breed/extinction - the lorax
15>> angry samoans - time has come today
16>> strike anywhere - blaze
17>> there were wires - new moon
18>> beck - guess i'm doing fine
19>> coroner - son of lilith
20>> june of 44' - southeast of boston
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ant invasion [29 Apr 2004|03:31pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

so, while tidying my room, i picked up a paper cup that i had been drinking from no more than ten minutes before. inside, i found thirteen ants feeding on the leftover juice.

ten minutes, thirteen ants.

no more food or drink will enter my room from this day on.
i'm pretty sure there is a nest somewhere in my room.
this means war.

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updates [28 Apr 2004|11:08am]
- life is ok.

- i want to go to coachella, finances and time won't allow it.

- creative accounting allowed me to buy 3 boxes of 'hidden city', i got what i needed, i'm happy.

- if i was a high school teacher, i would stand up, point my finger in the air and proclaim "PICK UP A BOOK AND READ IT. EDUCATE YOURSELVES YOU IGNORANT LITTLE SHITS" and then walk out. seriously.


Pig Destroyer
Majority Rule
Hot Cross
Light The Fuse And Run
Call It Arson
Transistor Transistor
Schematic Of A Waking Life
The Risk Taken
White Mountain
They And The Children

Saturday, June 5th @ Scout Hall (28 Abbe Road, East Windsor CT)
doors at 1pm
show at 2pm
directions and other info: www.dobi.nu/ff4
if all else fails: mibric@aol.com or rpassig@snet.net
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[28 Apr 2004|11:06am]
i don't touch you like i used to, livejournal.
the passion has completely drained from our relationship.

now spread em' or i shoot.
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free wireless internet rules [23 Feb 2004|10:07am]
seriously. if koffee in new haven didn't have wireless internet, i would cry.

btw kids. i have a cellphone. somebody should call it. one of you people who i haven't talked to in a while (being a great many of you). (203)988-0198.
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[18 Feb 2004|02:56am]
do i even care anymore?
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maps r kool [10 Feb 2004|05:27pm]

create your own visited states map
or check out these Google Hacks.
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hello children [25 Jan 2004|02:07am]
i am not dead.
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[22 Dec 2003|06:28pm]
i am buying this...and i could not be any happier. it is a replica of aragorns pipe from lord of the rings.

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[23 Nov 2003|11:17pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

sorry about the lack of updates kids, i've been going through emotional ups and downs for various reasons (break-up, lack of job, lacking sense of purpose). i think i am doing better now, i've come out of this experience a little more mature and a bit stronger, as cheesy as it sounds.

i'm on a website design kick, and i think i am going to learn HTML and try to make this a career.

i want somebody to hold.
i want more than cheap sex.

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[05 Nov 2003|03:45am]
[ mood | awake ]

this weekend was amazing...just what i needed. went up to uconn on friday, went to brian's halloween party and drank too much (mixing stoli and beer in the same container, makes for massive headaches). slept over that night, i can't believe my straightedge friend took on the responsibility of a drunkard. next day, hung out for a while until the 'an albatross/schematic/rah-brahs/wrangler brutes/wives' show at the student union. twas rather enjoyable even though phils guitar went nutty and stopped working in the middle of schematics set.

after the show, partay at ryans house in mansfield, i hit the keg like a champ felt awkward until i was good and drunk, all and all, a good time. crashed in another friends dorm, and went home the next day, very hung over...good times.

this week i've taken up:
-hating myself
-smoking parliment lights because they are 'buy 2 get 1 free'

tomorrow, i find out if i have a job or not...at fucking dunkin donuts...fuck life.

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[24 Oct 2003|03:13pm]
[ mood | worried and happy, all at once ]

so, i applied at protocol in cheshire, they do inbound/outbound calls for other companies. i went in for my interview last friday and everything seemed to go well, the woman i interviewed with indicated that i had the job, they just needed to figure out what account to put me on. since then, i have called twice and left one voicemail to no avail. i'm getting irritated.

on another note...everybody needs to take a second to appreciate this image:

gloria record show tonight! so psyched!

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[14 Oct 2003|08:59am]
[ mood | worried ]

ok...so i'm done feeling sorry for myself...gonna go make things better!

i've been going to so many shows lately but...there have been so many good ones!!
barstows last show was a fucking serious highlight, i wish i had seen them more during their 5 year career
newandyke/ed gein/lickgoldensky/in pieces, was awesome...we left during in pieces, but the rest of the show was awesome

blah, i sound stupid...

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regression [08 Oct 2003|12:57am]
[ mood | complacent ]

i truly have no idea what i am doing anymore.
progress doesn't feel good.
and regression hurts as much as it used to.

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gravity, doesn't grant me, the privelege of failure my bough never breaks... [24 Sep 2003|05:50am]
[ mood | busy ]

...i don't stumble into anything...so i climb, and i carve, my initials in the bark with that feather i found, but it's all so contrived. my genes didn't bless me with the foresight of sage...

i apologize for lack of updates...the past few days have been an up and down of emotions, overthinking my life, coming to the same conclusion that i always have; that i screwed it up rather badly (simply put).

more updates on this as they happen...

on a more positive note...
i saw newton/mastodon/action unit/lightning bolt at uconn and it was simply amazing.

the breakdown:

newtown = freaky skinny dude wearing small revealing track shorts with the word DANCE on the buttock area, riding an excercise bike and pressing buttons/pedals to alter the sound.

mastodon = pure fucking 'tear your shit up, throw it in your face and throw you off a cliff' metal.

action unit = members of sonic youth with paul flaherty on saxaphone playing jazz based noise experimentation...this was a treat...let me tell you.

lightning bolt = the essence of three hundred screaming hyenas channeled into music. uber-technical fast drumming akin to hella, and distorted voice/guitar. besides being stuck in a lame pit behind a fat blonde girl who was going into convulsions for every song, i was amazed.

go to new haven and get some of my work to graduate done :)


finally --
i love you caren, and i care so much about you and i miss you like a fat kid on a diet misses cake.

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driving is cool...cool people drive...i'm not cool until i drive [16 Sep 2003|11:06pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i had my first intensive driving lesson on sunday and let me say...my respect for those who drive has tripled. it was funny watching my instructor wax and wane in confidence as she told me to drive on and off of main roads. i can only imagine what her inner monologue was like (oh my god, i think he's getting it...let's try rt. 10! what? why does he suck so much at lefthand turns...it's so fucking simple!).

by the end of the lesson i had mastered parking and general driving and she said i made progress! go me!

lightning bolt/mastodon tommorow at uconn is the only possible reason a hurricane could possibly be coming...i am going to mosh myself stupid, it's going to be amazing :) :) :)

i have been extremely busy trying to convince my father that loaning me $300 to put on a show is a good idea. i haven't contacted the touring band yet or set a date...but the lineup i am hoping for is:

circle takes the square
they and the children
the back and forth of courage

if i can pull this off...i will be ecstatic

now that all of that happy gibberish is out of the way...i need sleep...i have had very little of that in the past few days...hence my lack of energy to update.

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